You know when you start something for the first time and you have only two questions running through your head 1. How the hell did I get myself on this rollercoaster? and 2. How the hell do I get myself off of it?
Well that’s me today. I guess the reason is the biggest fear is that I’ll fail. I won’t perform to the best of my ability or worse still I make a huge mistake that has lasting consequences beyond just my life.
Maybe I should have just said no and been on my way living life like I knew it, living off my family.